ive got...  some weed.  and...  it smells good.  and a phone is ringing.  my dads cell phone.  i wonder who it be.  it say one missed call one unknown.  funny.  but not really.  it rings again.  but this time it is only for to get ones attention so for one shall check ones messages.  and it pisses me off!  umm...  yeah.  12.08 right now.  i bes bored.  and phone still rings!!!  why?  the beast what rings!  o my.  i am...  insane.  well, i suppose i will go shower myself in water and sudsy soap bubbles and then get dressed.  and then i suppose i will be back on the computer again.  [back on the saddle again] sorry, it just popped into my head.  i couldnt help it.  im bleeding.  just to let you people know.  katana is as well.  we bleed together!  but i am not, however, bleeding in the way i wish to bleed.  damn the testicle!  damn it to hell!  umm...  i hope his scrotum becomes envelloped in a purple rash.  with little eyeballs poking out so that every time his pants come off, everybody will know!  and they all will scream!  and run away, only after kicking his shins!  yes, both of them.  anyhow...  umm...  i am breathing.  umm...  do i hate anything else to rant about?  because i enjoyed that.  i dont know.  time to bathe.

-kayter tayter.

edit-1.27pm
beautifullymutilated and ObsceneMurder_Scene are both up and running together.  so keep that in mind.

look!  im updating.  wow.  im talking to mykie again.  its been quite some time, i tell you.  im still late.  two weeks late on monday.  so thats two weeks and ...  two days.  yeah.  so...  im kinda getting scared.  but im with sims now.  yeah.  i...  am bored.  bye!

<3kaytlin.

today...  was a good day.  people existed.  and they existed in wonderful ways.  things are good.  i havent cut since i dont know when.  and i havent been sad for a while.  things are just plain good.  wednsday will be a good day.  it truely will.  : D  o happy day!  anyhow, i watched thirteen last night.  and again today with catrina.  it was fun.  catrina and i will be working together soon.  at taco bell.  and elyi, there is absolutely no way that anyone, catrina, laura, anyone i met here, could ever replace you as my best friend.  no way in hell.  i've got this message still on my machine:
'hey kaytie, its the weird guy from school......'
uh huh.  made my dad promise he wouldnt delete it.  *sigh*  because it makes me smile.  yeah.
o, i just love how nobody leaves me comments on here anymore.  it makes me feel soo...  loved.
because doesnt make you feel loved when you get no comments?
im sure it does.
well, im bored.  very.  but, i could just listen to the message again.

-kayter tayter.

-edit-7.46pm-
i dont know whats going on with that red in the background of those couple of lines.  i cant get rid of it.  sorry.

its three oclock exactly.  new layout and music.  how do you like?  what do i care if you like it or not.  well, the theme now is atreyu.  incase you cant tell.  the song is aint love grand, or should be unless something got messed up.  its working for me so thats all i care about.  i got a new screen name.  its linked to she X killed so if you care to know, ask me on she X killed.  i have to take a shower now so i can go to work & be clean at the same time.  ok.  so im done.  time for me to go clean my dirty self.  ill tell you about my days later, after work.  which i will be getting back from at around nine fourty five.

-kaytlin.

-edit-9.53pm-
well, last sunday, work caught on fire.  umm...  i slept over elyi's last night.  good fun.  though i fell asleep like two hours before she did and we didnt really do much.  we rented like four movies [buterfly effect, the lost boys, lumpkin the pumpkin, ren & stimpy something or other] and a game [sonic heros] and didnt watch more than a half hour of the lost boys and played the gay game for only a little bit.  so yeah.  really all we did was eat and smoke cigarettes.  well, i had fun anyway.  i love my elyi.

my most recent quote: if i die in my sleep, wake me up.

slinky black dress,
                           his fingers caress,
                                                    goosebumps all over,
                                                                                   her hair is a mess.
they try to conceal it,
                              they keep it a secret,
                                                            a few rumours spread,
                                                                                             its not over yet.
shots of quick pleasure, lies to hold them down, but what the world is saying is the truth, they broke down.

-kaytlin.